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[19 Jul 2005|04:38pm]


...add me now.

do you want to die?

then she did/died [16 May 2005|11:53am]
now her paints are dry...
and I looked outside...
at the corner boys...
ayh, oh, where did you go?
i don't know.
i went to see your pictures...
i spread them across the floor...
so this is where they are shown...
now they're probably saying to you,
"if you keep it up you'll be born."
but you won't ever listen,
i'll bet...
burnt out, grass scorched by the sun.
the buildings remain.
We will beat them all to dust,
i'll bet... Pulled from a headless shell that blinked on and off,
now the nameless dwell.
they hold your key and turn your knob,
i'll bet...
will you say hello to my ma?
will you pay a visit to her?
she was an artist, just as you were.
i'd have introduced you to her.
she would take me out on Sundays.
we'd go laughing through the garbage.
she repaired legs like a doctor on the kitchen chairs we sat on.
she was unhappy, just as you were.
unhappy, just as you were.
unhappy, just as you were.
unhappy, just as you were...
3 deaths|do you want to die?

[27 Apr 2005|01:02pm]
1 death|do you want to die?

[25 Apr 2005|04:03pm]
SuicideGirls.com - Pin-Up Punk Rock and Goth Girls
2 deaths|do you want to die?

[06 Mar 2005|10:24am]

BlackheartClothing.com is back!

1 death|do you want to die?

[01 Nov 2004|09:18pm]
im moving this week.
and don't forget to tell me happy birthday on thursday.
4 deaths|do you want to die?

[01 Nov 2004|09:18pm]
im moving this week.
and don't forget to tell me happy birthday on thursday.
do you want to die?

[23 Oct 2004|08:37pm]
bored loney tired frustrated
2 deaths|do you want to die?

[10 Sep 2004|05:18pm]
2 deaths|do you want to die?

[01 Sep 2004|02:04pm]
my sewing machine hates me. it really does.
1 death|do you want to die?

[01 Aug 2004|07:31pm]
someone find me a job please.
help. help. help.
6 deaths|do you want to die?

[04 Jun 2004|10:03pm]
buy me this:


thank you, size 6 please.

im getting a bit sleepy.
courtney and i are playing the question game.
trinis birthday is on the 13th. im making her a purse. and buying her a dvd. and and and. some other things maybe. she was not at work last weekend and i nearly died.
fred bought me blush because he said i needed to lighten up.
i want new mary-janes and ballet shoes. the ones i made are not working out. and its the third pair ive attempted to make.
my nose is runny and my eyes burn.
vanessa and i went shopping yesterday and i got BIG black sunglasses and two patterns, interfacing, and a bit of black satin.
i ate four pieces of pizza and two bread sticks, and yes, im going to die.
finals this week. math and fashion on tuesday. english on thursday. jordan and i are going to see saved next weekend. courtney gets here next monday. ooolala.
i think alexs child is going to be eloise.

oh. its date time.

to be continued.

and good night.
1 death|do you want to die?

ever changing email address... [30 May 2004|07:31pm]


oh...and those will be changing again eventually...probably in a few months.
6 deaths|do you want to die?

[27 May 2004|07:35pm]
im bored to death and i dont want to do homework.
entertain me please.
aim. dearloverx
1 death|do you want to die?

[12 May 2004|03:08pm]
our interview is in AMP this month
2 deaths|do you want to die?

123go [10 May 2004|07:18pm]
It was requested I put this in my journal...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how fucking amazing am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't (if so. do it.)?
31. Do you think I could kill someone? who?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
5 deaths|do you want to die?

[30 Apr 2004|07:37pm]
i forget to write. but i always read.
work. work. work. homework. school. homework. school.
some people make me angry.
ive got a date tonight.
tomorrow jordo and i are going to amoeba and borders. i shouldnst spend money, but i will.
courtney, love. courtney love.
live hole is so pretty.
i made some pins today.
i need fabric. i need...a sweat shop.
im ready to be done with college.
its so much better than high school though.
43 days! arent you excited?
no more sleeping alone.
sometimes courtney yells at me in her sleep. i get scurred.
tomorrow is a lazy work day. im not going to talk.
oh my. oh my. oh my.

tell me everything....
123 go.
6 deaths|do you want to die?

[08 Apr 2004|09:28pm]
im so homophobic. oh god.
5 deaths|do you want to die?

[08 Apr 2004|04:37pm]
i actuallly did my statistics homework today. its not due until next thursday. whoa.
but i still need to do a reading response for eng 101. edit my eduction paper. and do my fashion adoption paper for fashion merch. concepts...due next thursday. i neeed to get all of this out of the way so i can have lots of free time while courtneys here. i KNOW i wont do any work while shes here...cause ill have better things to do.
today i had to take thee little brother to school. i guess the seniors were going on kairos. im sooo glad i left mission before i had to go on those terrible overnight retreats. hah. courtney called me on my way to school. i got there early. sat. studied. went to class. after class i realized i had locked my keys in my car. SHITTY. i had to walk alll the way back through the parking structure to the police potrol center place. fill out some paper. then went back to my car. and waiting for someone to come open up. wasted 20 minutes of my time. im forgetful sometimes. oops. came home. watched tv. made a grilled cheese. did homework. courtney callled me on her way home. thenn i went back to school. i actually found good parking. had a substitute for english. my teachers parents died and he had to go make arrangements. did peer editing. almost killed myself because i had never read a more terrible paper in my life. i couldnt even understand it. all of the grammar was incorrect. it made no sense. i was ready to cry. it was like torture. oh my.
tomorrow saturday and sunday. work 8-4. im gonna be rich. but not really. i need to save to move out.
whoaa. cold feelings is on the radio. i have thee best social distortion tape in my car. i cant wait to see them live againn. ooolala. i havent seen them since november at avalon. that was the 8th time. hah.
im eating so much chocolate. im going to be sick.
im going with jordan to see the adolescents on saturday at the hob anaheim. he is going to drive. cause he has a fancy new car. we went to amoeba on tuesday. he gave me two different copies of the hunger single and courtney love mono single on cd and pink vinyl. fancy.
i need to finish my coat. need to get tuelle. need to find black stretch denim. need to stop spending money. need to make orders and send them out on MONDAY. so much to do before courtney gets here.
i met doug on sunday night. alex should marry him and let him raise her kid. but she wont. shes a moron at times. dirty is an asshole.
i need to start sewing new stuff for the site. im slow and lazy. oh well.
i owe kelly deathless a letter. im slow and lazy. ill do it soon.
i fucked up another silk screen. shite. i need to clean it off with bleach again. what am i doing wrong? i should just go buy that stupid light and new emulsion.
2 deaths|do you want to die?

[03 Apr 2004|07:59pm]
courtney turns 18 on april 16.
buy her presents. cause you love her.
do you want to die?

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